Does this means its over soon ?
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ Saturday, December 19, 2009
Or the end has just begin ? Idontknow. ):

Look up when you want some of this shit.Aiyeye. See ? See that ? Obviously you asses dont. But I do. Goshhh. Hmm. It doesnt hurt me, at all, but, dont people like YOU called hypocrites ? Hmm. Maybe, I've called you that alrd. But I guess, its just not enough. Oh well, craps. I'm fine y'know, foryourinfo. ((: Heheh. Okay, wdv. Helloh people. I have watched Avatar. YAYYY ! Round of applause please. Oh well, thanks (: Hahah. Wdv. Anyway, caught that in cinemas with family. Goshhh. Superbly BRAVO. (: We planned to watch it in 3D, but mannn, 10 bucks per tix, so, nehhh, forget it. Well, hell yea, as normal, we were late, by a few seconds. It was stupid that we actually brought outside food, to be specific, 3 crackers, 1 packet of Oreo and 2 cans of drinks. Well, yea, it was a 2hr 45mins movie ? Hahah. At first sight, I thought it would be boring, since the movie was fucking long. But hell yea, it turned out to be AWWWSOMEEE. Hahah. Love it. You guys should watch it alright. ((: Hahah. Dad acually went to watch the movie SMARTly. Hahah. Duhhh. He was from work and managers DO dress smartly okay. Hahah. Wdv. -__-" Went out today. JOHORRR. Weee ~ ! Yeapyeap, Mom drove. There was only 4 of us, Mom, Lil Bro, Big Bro and me. ((: Never knew that going on a trip with Mom would turn out quite well. Y'know, I mean, besides her normal naggings and blabberings. Hahah. From Johor, went all the way to Selarang to fetch Dad. We then headed to VeeVO City. O.o Sooo packed. Had to park the car at Harbourfront, then walked. -__-" After that, head home to get changed. Lastly, homed at 2nd crib. ((: Hahah.Alright, toodles. Hmm, Kavisha is back from Dubai. Cant wait to meet her mannnz. Weee ~ ! Ohoh, N Level results were released today. Cousin did well, and managed to pull thru with 12 points. I hope my friends pulled thru too, I really hope so. ((: C'ya !
Labels: by deleting my contact, firstly, You ran away
I always have this question in my head
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Have you ever thought about me ? Ever ? 


Siblings mean soooo much to me y'know. Dont take them away from me. (:
Sometimes, I feel very grateful for my cousin, Nur Shieddah aka Nur KakDeq. *Sometimes All the time. I know she doesnt read my blog, but I dont need her to read my blog to tell her how much I loved her. My Kakdeq has always been there for me for everything. Good or bad stuffs, I'll always see her there, and she's always there, only for a reason, to protect me. She brings me up well. I have no other sister among my siblings, and therefore, I declared her my best eldest sister. Even though she may not be there with me all the time, she always knows what Im up to, be it mischief or blablablahh. Y'know, she's just too protective, that she does hell and heaven like to make sure Im safe. Im just very thankful that I have gotten an elder sister who cared sooooo much about me. Actually, I posted this, because sometimes, I think that I have never thought about the people around me who has taken good care of me. Like for example, Nur Ira. Idontknow whether its me or her who hates each other, but I can tell that she obviously wants to drift apart from me, and constantly taking my brother away with her, just that she's doing indirectly. I have no words to say about her, because Im trying to live life, without her. Furthermore, the troubles I created recently, she wasnt there. Too sad to explain further. But God loves me. God gives me Kakdeq as the most precious gift. I really love Kakdeq, and I hope, I will learn to love her more than I do to Ira. But sometimes, I cant take it y'know. Ira is all that I want, by myself, but does she want me ? Its clear enough that the answer has to be NO. ):
I'll be going on a holiday trip to Malaysia this Christmas, I hope. I longed to wait for this journey since there wont be many people joining us. (:
Still thinking what the answer to my question would be
Labels: You think its me ? Or better not me ? Idontknow.
Its not all about being alone
@ Wednesday, December 16, 2009
But Lautner will not replace Pattinson. Robert Pattinson is the more expensive one. ((:
Fantasy movies ? Uhuh. Not my type.
I watched thousands of movies from the very start I was 1. All kinds of movies. And ALL kinds of CDs. I still remember when I was bored with the freaking shows on TV, I pulled out the drawer filled with CDs and leaving me to pick which to watch. Y'know, when I say, ALL kinds, I mean, ALL kinds. Even this that I hate, FANTASY. To me, its just silly. Yea, very.
But trust me, Twilight ? Not a chance to be picked on. Goshhh. I love them. I know it sounds insane, but Twilight, my top rated best FANTASY movie ever. Ohoh, with hotstuffs in it. Hahah. ((: Pattinson is freaking hot, goshhh. Lautner, owns a VERY HOT body. So unfair that Stewart gets to hug him. AWWWW. And not forgetting, Swift gets to kiss him. Ohgod. ((((: Err, but nope, not my boyf. Heheh.
Hmm. If I were to rate this movie, which I considered SUCK at first place, I were to say 9 nachos out of 10 popcorns. YAYYY. Yea. Well, even though I got betrayed by not watching it with her in cinemas, I still find it co.ol watching it alone during my second time watching it. ((: Heheh.
Okay, now that Im drooling about Twilight, I'd like to comment about another AWWWSOMEEESTTT movie which I watched a zillion time. Sharkboy && Lavagirl. Err, did I not say I loved Lautner since 2005 ? Oh no, I didnt. He's freaking cute, with his shark frenzy style. The show was shown 4 years back, but trust me, I still do watch it, and Im loving it. Goshhh. Sharkboy is co.ol, and Lavagirl, is hot. HOT. Heheh. Love both of them. (((:
So yea, I have been cheated before, about my feelings, y'know, having cute faces, but NOT hot body, like for example, WHITE boys ? Yea, the WHITEs. Seen them in front of my face, was ready to have fire on me since I was going to melt, but the fire burned me instead, having seen their disgusting bodies right after they took off their shirts, IN FRONT of me ! How unco.ol. TURNED DOWNNN MANNNz. Yea, and I guess it goes same to you hotstuff, PATTINSON. -__-"
Hahah. Okay, enough FANTASY movies. Gotte catch on with my All-Time Faved, ACTION Series kind of movie. (((:
C'ya. ((: Toodles.
Labels: Its about having more dreams and drools
The feelings just come around as and when they like
@ Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I hate to say this, but I do MISS all my friends. ):


Hmm. Does it matter ? Nope.
I hear about you like everyday. So, where can I find space in time to easily forget about you ? Y'know, forget about the new you. The NEW YOU. Oh wait, are you still the same ? You never liked me ehk ? Or is it, NEVER see me as your only [grown-up] cousin(girl) ? Its gonne hurt to say this, but I gotte admit, for once, I dont feel like your cousin alrd. Y'know, just a stupid stranger strangling your life. Idontknow okay. It just hurts when you're betraying me, and going with that boyf of yours. I mean, happiness ? You want happiness ? What ? I dont give you happiness ? Haizz. This matter keeps repeating itself in my head and now, almost covering the whole memory of my brain. There's nothing else to say, but I must confess, I gotte leave you, and if you were to ask me why, its because of the things you do now, forgetting about me all the time. Hanging out with me wont be a pleasure to you anymore. So, just get on the bed and roll all you want with him. I wont be happy nor frustrated, NOR jealous. And in reality, I'll just be a kiddo to people who brings no use. And indeed, everyone sees that in me right ? Yah, that bugger who never does anything at home. -__-"
I give chase to you alright, but you ignored. I cared to ask, but you claimed that youdontknow. And now, you're saying that Im rude ? I mean, arent we equally and twice rude ? Idontknow about you, but please, dont fight alright. I mean, we never did, or at least, just the fact that we fought about sarcasticness or craziness. Chill okay LiL ? (:
I dont want you to say a single word.
Labels: I cant take in that much
Geeks in blueee music
@ Wednesday, December 16, 2009
They dont talk alrite. They SCREAMMM !.jpg)
Labels: Love Sharkboy (:
Afraid of losing while battling
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Its been soooooo long since I last touched your hands.
Helloh niggs. Im back. Miss me ? (: Haha.
Its been more than a week since I last logged into Internet, thanks to the fact that Dad's gonne change the internet broadband from Singtel to Starhub. -___-" Goshhhh. Okay, wdv. Currently at West, 2nd home. (: Ohoh, good news, Mummy&&Daddy are coming homeee. WEEE ~ ! Cant wait for their presence to be back in Singapore. Goshhh, I miss them soooo dearly. Their touches, kisses, hugs, laughter and sweet words. Ohoh, and their loveee. I know its not hard to still be loving someone even though how far we are, but me, ngehngeh. Okay wdv. Gahhh. (((:
I live a life with LOTSA brothers. And you, accompanied with LOTSA sisters. So, whats sooo much about the "I dont go around with girls," Goshhh. Thats lame. Okay, wdv. I hope we'll be okay soon alright. I miss the old you, I really do. Accompanied home from school, slurping Bubble Tea after school, beetching people at library after school, poking our noses together at people who doesnt concerns us 's problems and filling stomachs with IceCreams after school and knowing each other friends after school. Haizzz. You'll be leaving school next year, I hope, and that means, times will not be repeated. How sad. AWWWW. Okay, wdv. I hope you do well, and love me moreee. (:
Helloh people, Im awesome. Aint that right ? Just right. Yaya, wdv. -__-" Hahah. Soooo random.
Eh BaboonTWEEN, what up dawg ? I wasnt mad at you or something. Seriously. But I know you are towards me now. Hahah. Okay, wdv. Cheer up LiL. Be fineee. ((:
Chipmunks Vs. Chipettes are coming to cinemas. Gonne gonne gonne catch themmm. ((:
"Party Hard" doesnt sound nice to me now that you're leaving. ):
Labels: Freak out boosters.
Just one more step, and then . . . .
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ Saturday, December 05, 2009
I'll never get her out of you. Cos once she's got you, there's no way she's coming back to me.
I swear I am not tired. Hahah. Random ehk ? Well, one reason, that I swear it doesnt concerns you asses, okay wdv. I only had 2 hours of sleep the whole night*morning. Yeap. Big Brother, Ira and me taunted the whole night*morning. Parents came home at 8++PM. Then, they went to catch Midnight Movie : Ninja Assassin at Cinema. Okay, so what ? I cant watch, yeayea, I know. Anw, they came home at 2AM. Then, together together, we taunted till 4AM, then parents were too tired that they went to bed and reminded us to be bed early since it was alrd late. HAHH ! So yea, we didnt, sadly. Hahah. Talk craps and shits till 9AM. GOSHHH. Can you like believe it ? 5 hours of entertainment that kept us awake ? Ohoh, and not forgetting, Scrabble Game. Hahah. And trust me, Im NOT tired. Hahah. Okay blablablahhh. Parents left home early to send our very stupid maid back to the agency. SHIT. Okay, wdv. Co.ol eh BABOON, no maid, and leave ALL the house works to his aunty(s). -__-" Grr . . . Wish I could do that too. -__-"
Okay, blablablahhh
DJ blown my speakers out loud.
Labels: The party doesnt stop.
Do you think I care ?
@ Saturday, December 05, 2009
(Rating to be advised)Im ONLY fourteen. So what ? Big deal ehk ? Fuck ar.Saw that fucking 4 words above before ? The ones in brackets. Goshhh. Im fourteen. So ? Oh yea, I forgot. There're sooooo many movies in this world that has ratings. Hmmm. NC16, M18, PG and fucked up more ratings. Ohoh, I forgot. There's another one. Rating to be advised : 15 years and above. Fuck ? Then comes the teases, "Eheh, 15 lar sei. Go in the room and sleep." More fuck right ? Oh yea, I know, Im the only kid who cant watch. Oh, wdv alrite. Then again, "Eh, dont have IC right ? HAHAHAHAH !" Whattafuck ? Ohoh, I forgot to add in. Teases, ++ the laughes. Ok fuck. I seriously dont care. Ok maybe not. Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck. Fucked up attitute you guys are showing towards the ages, I guess that's more than being fucked up. Besides, we're watching that fucking same movie together. Fuck alrite. Im not a kid anymore. Labels: Childishness soooo the tak perluuu.
You never liked it ehk ?
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ Friday, December 04, 2009
It takes alot to just take you home. I'll do everything for you (:



Hellohs people. Im back. Hahah. Wellwell, Im kinda tired. I mean, very. I wanne blog, but tooooo lazy to do so. I think Imma do it tmrw aight ? Chaos. (:
Damned it. I cant handle it. Will you be good and help me out ?
Labels: Its nothing but struggle love we got
Im the first to witness it
@ Friday, December 04, 2009
What a beautiful sunrise. Wonder if there's anything in the world any more beautiful than the sunrise.Goshhh. Nur TWIN and I didnt sleep both the whole night and morning. How co.ol ehk. The clock shows 6:57AM and the beautiful sun rises which pictures AWWWSOMEEEly. Y'know, the kind of sunrise I longed wait to see, Idonthink anyone can draw that. I can picture them beautifully in my mind. (: Ohwell, Imma continue to post again later. Tkcares (:& Morning people. :DWhat does he say that makes her say ? Idontknow.Labels: One less lonely guy is missing in the list
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